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Pale Blue Bot – Carl Sagan

My inspiration for today and any day, really, as I do further work on my emerging “Fairy Tale” is Carl Sagan’s Pale Blue Dot”

I go to this video for perspective and meaning; essence of limited forking! –no; this world isn’t ours, and a time will come when none of us will be able to claim anything… I know that for now there’s quality f life, but the time will come, perhaps to for millions, or billions and billions of years; but the time will come when one of the will matter –could be for cosmic reasons, or we may just finish off the planet ourselves, allowing human conflicts and corruptions to dominate better and compassionate judgments… ]

We may run out of the very things, substances that keep us straggling and struggling to be alive.

So many factors, most if which are already out f human control; things we’ve already set in motion must play out! –there’s no turning back! –and we exist in space like everything else; we’re all susceptible to cosmic d=forces, cosmic threats, cosmic demises –such possibilities are also real!

Keep in mind that the Sun is just an ordinary star, and like any other star, the sun will also burn out, if other forces don’t eliminate, devote the death until then –but when the sun burn out, when it loses its ability to sustain this planet, then lights out!  Final! 

Guess I shouldn’t be this dismal as a new year begins, but why not now? –guess I do have some “fairy tale” hope in ” once upon a time” and “they live happily ever after


MY house with “For Sale” sign

My house for sale! –“Hurry” as the listing says, listing by Meleeah Hall, “This Won’t Last Long”:

“Spacious Two Story Home Located on the West Side of Ann Arbor. NEW Roof (by Canton Construction) And Fresh Paint (by Tod’s Painting Services) Throughout Entire Home – Inside and Out.” Large Kitchen w/Island And Convenient Pay Center Opens to Family Room With Gas Fireplace And Wet Bar. 1st Floor Laundry, Bonus Flex Room, And Full Finished Basement. Master Suite Has Tray Ceiling And Features A Private Bath w/ Deep Soaking Jet Tub, Separate Shower, Double Sink Vanity, And Large Walk-in Closet. 2nd Full Bath Featured Deep Soak Jet Tub and 2nd Vanity. Conveniently Located Within Walking Distance to Business And Just Minutes to Downtown Ann Arbor, Hospitals, UofM, Parks, Commuter Lots, Freeways, And Shopping. Sellers Willing to Consider A $3000 Flooring Credit to Buyers With Appropriate Offer, Plus 100% Money Back Guarantee Available to Howard Hanna Buyers! Hurry, This Won’t Last Long” (from the listing by Meleeah Hall, Realtor

Tod’s Painting Services and the painting of my house

Tod's Painting Services and the painting of my house

Front of my house by Tod’s Painting Services –looks good

Single Life – part 2

Compared with that extreme devastation, I realize just how fortunate I am, with all my ailments, even my brain is affected.  
MS is taking such a physical toll on this “single” body….
Very difficult to perform my job offering “limited fork tines” ( to anyone (ideally “everyone”) who can become interested –single or not, interested in opposing or same sex people or anything –on any scale –in any location –for any duration
–including for the first time in an adult existence….
Every meal, every snack, –but not the poison of that rape when I was 15 –temporary, like anything, everything –in any universe (I suspect that there are many, and that they’re connected, if only through reflection and imagination –anything thought of becomes part of a system of “now” …. And so forth.
…TO BE CONTINUED (like everything…. [every extinctions are forms of continuance]….