Compared with that extreme devastation, I realize just how fortunate I am, with all my ailments, even my brain is affected.
MS is taking such a physical toll on this “single” body….
Very difficult to perform my job offering “limited fork tines” (http://4orkology.com) to anyone (ideally “everyone”) who can become interested –single or not, interested in opposing or same sex people or anything –on any scale –in any location –for any duration
–including for the first time in an adult existence….
Every meal, every snack, –but not the poison of that rape when I was 15 –temporary, like anything, everything –in any universe (I suspect that there are many, and that they’re connected, if only through reflection and imagination –anything thought of becomes part of a system of “now” …. And so forth.
…TO BE CONTINUED (like everything…. [every extinctions are forms of continuance]….